You’re only a teenager. You’re not yet married, so go with the flow, laugh tons, use manners, and try something new. Will you just kiss him already? Trust your feelings, spend your cash, introduce yourself, take a chance, study hard, seek happiness, and regret nothing. He isn’t ‘your whole world’, because you haven’t even lived in this world long enough to say that, think about it, ten years is more than half your age. You’re still a tiny tot. Don’t laugh at other people’s dreams, wish on 11:11, challenge yourself, take pictures and appreciate the memories. Have the time of your life.